Life Force

I am experiencing something that few people will understand.  My life seems to be slowing down and speeding up at the same time.  

Slowing, in the sense that I don’t need or even like to rush through things anymore.  I take my time and enjoy the moment, savoring whatever delight that time holds for me. 

Speeding up in how quickly I move to the next thing as soon as the deliciousness of that time has passed.  I no longer feel the need to stay and try to work something out, I can feel if it is right for me to continue or if it is time to move on.  

I believe that it is the life force that is moving through me at those moments, propelling me forward at greater and greater speed.
  

I have lived, loved and traveled more than I could ever have imagined and now I find my desire is like the cycle of life itself, forever changing.