Lose Control - Gain Balance

I have spent an enormous amount of time and energy trying to be in control - of myself, my life and even those around me.  I was taught that it’s what I needed to do to get along in the world.  Now, it is very clear to me that I need to release control in order to find my true equilibrium. 

It is thrilling and frightening all at the same time but I know when I lose control I will gain my balance and find the true meaning of my life.